My will wants to be god and have life
in itself- to be self-made, self-defined. It seems a blow to its pride to think
that I am created- that the source of my life is You, that I receive from You
all that I truly am. To myself, however- to my eternal self- it is
the greatest delight- to live only in You, that You are my Creator and that I
belong to You.
It is humbling and exulting at the
same time- to think that my Creator should come down to me and become like me-
suffering with me in all that I suffered, living and dying for me and raising
me with Him into His own life; that I should be able to know Him made manifest.
I long to let all the love in me flow
up to You. I have nothing in me to give You that did not first come from You.
It came from You and returns to You, but through me and is therefore precious
and delightful to You, because I am the creation of Your desire- I exist
because You desired me to exist.
I do not have life within myself, as
You and Abba do- the life I have within me is Yours. You could take and receive
life and love only from within Yourself, but You desired to so through others,
who are delightful to You in themselves and in this way, the love is even more
delicious to You and so I return myself, my life, to You, my Creator-
Jesus! I give myself back to You. I live only in You and only for You- I
am only for You and no one takes of me but You, because all that I am is only
Yours and consecrated to You and sealed by Your Spirit to You.
* * *
Not angels, nor demons, no power on earth or heaven
Not distance, nor danger, no trouble now or ever
Nothing can take me from Your great love
Forever this truth remains
I belong, I belong to You
Not hardship, nor hunger, no pain or depth of sorrow,
Not weakness, nor failure, no broken dream or promise,
Nothing can take me from Your great
love ,
Forever this truth remains!
Forever this truth remains!
I belong, I belong to You!
~ Kathry Scott
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